Day 5

Day 5! I tried to wake up for a morning workout again...I just can not get out of bed at 5:30!!! I'm going to keep setting that alarm though and one of these days I'm going to get up and feel great about it. If I just do it a couple times I'll be fine...It's just getting that first time out of the way that's the hard part.
I'm going to zumba class tonight. I dont know what it is exactly but from what i've heard it's a mix of dance and aerobics, so it will atleast be interesting.
Last night I had a pretty good workout. I did elliptical for 10 minutes then did 15 minutes doing the weight circut and repeated 3 times. SO it turned out to be a good little hour and some... I felt amazing afterwards. UNTIL i decided I want to start tanning again. I went up last night and did the ameature tanning mistake...too many minutes for the first time in a bed in months!!! I'm fried a nice lobster color right now. At least it doesn't hurt too bad :) I just am thinking if I'm losing weight why not get a tan and have the whole package? Tan fat looks better than white fat anyways!!
I'm getting so anxious for weigh in on saturday. I am aiming to drop 4lbs a week. Sounds crazy sometimes, but sometimes it seems very attainable. I'll see what happens with the scale this week. I know some weeks will be high and some will be low, but on average i need to drop 4lbs a week to be able to compete for the $5000 prize that the biggest loser competition is awarding 1st place! Gosh $5000 would be so nice right now. I just have to keep remembering how bad I want it and even more how bad I want to be my old self again! Oh my old self...now thats a whole new post :)