The Biggest Loser

I joined the Biggest Loser contest in town...my first step to doing something for myself!! So I just weighed in on Saturday Jan 5th. I've been dieting for 3 days!!! That's a pretty big deal for a girl like me. I just need to find a way to eat better but not feel like I'm starving myself or depriving myself of goodies. I don't know I guess I've always had a problem with food, but I used to be so active it didn't really matter much. I can't remeber why I stopped working out or when I stopped caring that my clothes don't fit like they are supposed to. I have gained 50 pounds in 2 years...if that isn't asking for diabetes or a heat attack then I don't know what is. I've been trying to make a change for a few months I get on these kicks of working out, then I get sick or my favorite show is on, or blah blah...something stops me and I go back to eating like crap and not caring! Maybe I'm just that lazy... I dont think that's it though. I'm hoping that if I write about what I'm doing maybe I'll be able to hold my self a little more accountable. So day 3 of the diet and I'm actually feeling really good about myself today. My arms are a little sore from my intense workout last night, but not as sore as I was anticipating so thats good news! I have a nice cardio workout planned for tonight and I'm just trying to figure out what I should make for supper that fills me up, but doesn't make me feel all weighed down. HHMMMMM>